holomem song of the fortnight #9

Song Info

Vocal: 天音かなた
Arrange, Lyric: まろん(IOSYS)

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Lyrics

インヤララバイIntrovert’s Lullaby
自分、陰キャ、ですから…へへwI’m, uh, a total introvert, so… heheh (lol)
ああ怖いっ!人間が怖いっ…!Ah, so scary! People are so scary…!
やめてっ!見ないで!!…ちょっとは見て。Stop it! Don’t look at me!! …Well, maybe look a little.
オロオロ キョドキョドPanicking, fidgeting
ゴモゴモ ドモドモMumbling, stuttering
悲しき陰キャのララバイよIt’s the sad introvert’s lullaby
(I know my role 陰の者)(I know my role, the gloomy one)
今日も今日とて自己嫌悪!Today, like every day, is full of self-loathing!
(I know my role 陰の者)(I know my role, the gloomy one)
世界で一番ほっといてぇ~!(´;ω;`)Just leave me the hell alone~! (´;ω;`)
目と目が合ったら 漏れる鳴き声The moment our eyes meet, a whimper escapes
泳ぐ眼の玉 ぎゅんぐる回るMy eyes dart around, spinning and spinning
脳内会議始まるThe meeting in my brain begins
(配慮?)うるせー!(“Be considerate?”) Shut up!
(忖度?)しらねー!(“Read the room?”) Don’t know how!
(葛藤?)いらねー!(“Inner conflict?”) Don’t need it!
巡る自問自答An endless cycle of self-questioning
(飲み会?)えっとぉ…(“Drinking party?”) Uhmm…
(お願い?)えっとぉ…(“A favor?”) Uhmm…
(Hold me tight?)えっとぉ…(“Hold me tight?”) Uhmm…
どうしよぅ~~~!(´;ω;`)What do I doooo~~~! (´;ω;`)
挙動が不審で ごめんなさいSorry for acting so suspicious
ただ 嫌われたくない だけなので…I just… really don’t want to be hated…
震える両手 たぎる脇汗My hands are trembling, my armpits are boiling
ドバドバドバDrip, drip, drip
笑おう 笑おう せめて笑おうJust laugh, laugh, at least I can laugh
あはは うぇへへ なるほどですAhaha, whehehe, I see, I see
全然 全然 お構いなくDon’t, don’t, don’t mind me at all
反省 反省 また反省だRegret, regret, and more regret
夢の中では つよつよなのにIn my dreams, I’m so strong and cool
明日は 今日よりTomorrow, more than today
人間になりたい…(なりた~い!)I want to be a normal person… (I wanna~!)
おやすみさんGood nighty
(I know my role 陰の者)(I know my role, the gloomy one)
真っ暗お部屋で反省会!Time for a pity party in my pitch-black room!
(I know my role 陰の者)(I know my role, the gloomy one)
たらればモードで後悔中~!(´;ω;`)Currently drowning in a sea of “what ifs”~! (´;ω;`)
空気読むこと 幾星霜Countless years spent trying to read the air
声なき声に 耳を澄ましListening for unspoken words
群れず 呼ばれず 関わらずNever joining, never invited, never involved
そう誰が呼んだか “陰の者”That’s right, they call me “the gloomy one”
陰キャと呼ばれるこの生物は、This creature known as the “introvert”
心の中では非常に多くのことを考えており、Thinks an incredible amount inside its own head.
わずか0.5秒の時間内で、何百万件といった、In the span of a mere 0.5 seconds it can simultaneously process
妄想と、心配事を、同時に展開する。millions of delusions and anxieties.
そして、無事にショート・フリーズ・大破するのである。And then, it safely short-circuits, freezes, and completely breaks down.
急に鳴った着信音(ヤダヤダヤダヤダ)A sudden incoming call (No no no no)
強制トークの床屋さん(ヤダヤダヤダヤダ)Forced small talk at the barber’s (No no no no)
誰かが待ってるエレベーター(ヤダヤダヤダヤダ)An elevator someone’s holding for me (No no no no)
そう我らこそ “陰の者”That’s right, we are “the gloomy ones”
陰キャに愛を(陰キャに愛を)Give love to the introverts (Give love to the introverts)
陰キャに愛を(陰キャに愛を)Give love to the introverts (Give love to the introverts)
陰キャに愛を(陰キャに愛を)Give love to the introverts (Give love to the introverts)
悲しき陰キャのララバイよIt’s the sad introvert’s lullaby
目と目が合わずに ごめんなさいSorry for not meeting your eyes
その 明るい瞳が 眩しくて…It’s just… your bright gaze is too dazzling…
話題が続かず ごめんなさいSorry the conversation died
この 会話の全てが 面接で…It’s just… this whole chat feels like a job interview…
挙動が不審で ごめんなさいSorry for acting so suspicious
ただ 嫌われたくない だけなので…I just… really don’t want to be hated…
貼り付く笑顔 たぎる脇汗A plastered-on smile, my armpits are boiling
ドバドバドバDrip, drip, drip
笑おう 笑おう せめて笑おうJust laugh, laugh, at least I can laugh
あはは うぇへへ なるほどですAhaha, whehehe, I see, I see
口内 口内 乾きまくりMy mouth, my mouth, is completely dry
反省 反省 また反省だRegret, regret, and more regret
鏡ですらも 目を逸らしたEven my own reflection looks away
明日は 今日よりTomorrow, more than today
人間になりたい…(なりた~い!×3)I want to be a normal person… (I wanna~! ×3)
おやすみさんGood nighty
(I know my role 陰の者)(I know my role, the gloomy one)
今日も今日とて自己嫌悪!Today, like every day, is full of self-loathing!
(I know my role 陰の者)(I know my role, the gloomy one)
どおしてこんなに辛いんだ~!Why does everything have to be so hard~?!
(I know my role 陰の者)(I know my role, the gloomy one)
真っ暗お部屋で反省会!Time for a pity party in my pitch-black room!
(I know my role 陰の者)(I know my role, the gloomy one)
陰キャの歌とかありえなーい!。・゜(゜⊃ω⊂゜)゜・。A song about introverts? That’s so lame~! .・゜(゜⊃ω⊂゜)゜・。
へへ…wHeheh…(lol)